Bazinga

A blog is not the same as a journal because I self edit. I am free writing right now, I promise, but I am not as free as when I write pen in paper. See, free writing, pen in paper is not correct wordage. Pen on paper. I could fix it, but I am gonna leave it to prove my promise to the vast amounts of people who read this who I want to establish a genuine relationship of trust with.

I think in finding ourselves sometimes we have to lose ourselves. That has got to be some horrible cheesy cliche quote somewhere. Only when yourself is lost then find yourself you have. Less than three, Yoda.

I use self depricating humour to avoid letting people in.

I avoid one thought for too long so no one can get in either.

I avoid letting people in and I use them. (or I pretend to. I pretend to be in control, I think I really am the one being used.)

BAZINGA!... Bazinga.

Happy almost new year, let's try again 2012.