Christmas makes me feel like I live in a world on repeat. It happens again. Thanks for the Christmas card, Violet. Don't you know sarcasm when you hear it? I didn't watch Charlie Brown Christmas, but I have seen it so many times, I can just close my eyes and see Snoopy stick his tongue out and hear him go WAAAH. He really does make a great Penguin. My cats haven't seen it though, so I can watch it for their sake. I feel like sometimes I do things for other people's sake too much at this time of the year. I haven't mailed out my Christmas cards yet. I haven't even written in most of them. I want to, I just don't want to be that person who writes "Merry Christmas, from Rachel." I have wonderful beautiful heartfelt things to say to all of the people I want to send them to, I just keep purposefully distracting myself from Santa Claus. Everyone is getting cards after Christmas. I am sorry. And, I know what I want to make everyone for presents, I just want to sing karaoke and play video games instead. Because I am sleepwalking. I am mostly inspired, and I see glimpses of something that could inspire me greatly, but who knows, huh.